Peace of Mind

So I know this looks like a review and unboxing video.

But it's so much more.

Because in it I go into how we got from those first days when we saw Tessie not breathing to yesterday when this little box arrived in the mail and I sat down and opened it. And how we went from there to actually feeling peaceful with what might happen if she does someday lose her monitor.

And you guys I know you don't all have the time to watch this so here's a spoiler (skip the next paragraph if you don't want to know how it turns out).

I put on the Owlet with Tessie's medical monitor and the numbers were identical. They went up and down together at the same time. 

And I know that's how it should work but to me that feels like a tiny miracle.

I woke up and checked her numbers and felt so much more at peace than I had in a very long time.

Now if she loses her monitor (which she shouldn't, but still... there have been a lot of shouldn'ts and I just can't trust that she won't) we have this.